hello miss amy.... tis her here other view'ers

i love u !!!! hubby for eva and a day XXX

The almighty 12 have the power to make you free yourself.. No-where do you get better friends! Well kinda, lol......

Anyways im dedicating this to you lot .....~Kate

                                                                  #Jules

                                                                   ~Nik

                                                                    #Jess

                                                                    ~Loz

                                                                      #Nyha

                                                                     ~Caz

                                                                      #Trudz

                                                                      ~Anna

                                                                       #Jessi

                                                                       ~Gema

You need to kno i LOVE you all, without you id be nothing.. Thanks <3              Always...Amy

Taken a picture naked? No
2. Painted your room? Yes, Green!
3. Made out with a member of the same sex? Yes
4. Drove a car? Nah
5. Danced in front of someone? Yea
6. Have a crush? Loads
7. Been used? Yep probs
8. Stole money from friend? No
9. Been in a car for 2 hours or more? Yea, Scotland, sleep
10. Been in a fist fight? Yes
11. Snuck out of your house? Yea
12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? Are you kidding?
13. Been arrested? Nah
14. Made out with a stranger? Kinda a stranger i guess
15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? Em Yea
16. Left your house with out telling your parents? Yeah
17. Had a crush on your neighbor? Yea
18. Ditched school to do something more fun? Yes
19. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? Yea
20. Seen someone die? No
21. Been on a plane? Ye
22. Kissed a picture? Yea
23. Slept in until 3? Nope
24. Love someone or miss someone right now? Yeah <3Tom and miss all my old mates at Flegg, although there all long gone.. and i miss my dad
25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? Yes, with numerous people, thats when good things always happen!
26. Made a snow angel? Yeah, Weee
27. Played dress up? Yea
28. Cheated while playing a game? Me..Never
29. Been lonely? Ya
30. Fallen asleep at work/school? No
31. Been to a club? Erm..
32. Felt an earthquake? No
33. Touched a snake? Yea
34. Ran a red light? No dont drive, my irresponsible father did tho
35. Been suspended from school? Threatened
36. Had detention? Yea
37. Been in a car accident? Mini
38. Hated the way you look? Everyday
39. Witnessed a crime? No
40. Been lost? Yeah
41. Been to the opposite side of the country? I guess
42. Felt like dying? Yeah
43. Cried yourself to sleep? All the time
44. Sang karaoke? Yeah, haha me, jess n jessi!! 'danger, danger, high voltage!'
45. Been to Europe? Yea
46. Sacraficed anything for someone you cared for? Yea
47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? Yeah
48. Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose? Yes
49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? Yah
50. Kissed someome? Aha
51. Sang in the shower? Yeah
52. Love someone? Yes, Tom
53. Had a dream that you married someone? Yeah many
54. Glued your hand to something?Nope
55. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? Nah lol
56. Ever gone to school partially naked? Kind of
57. Been a cheerleader? Yes
58. Sat on a roof top? Yep
59. Had a bath recently?No, showers all the way
60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? Yea
61. Played chicken? HaHa, Yea
62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? Maybe i cant recall
63. Been whistled at by a stranger? Ya
64. Broken a bone? Nope
65. Been easily amused? Yes
66. Laugh so hard you cry? Yaha
67. Mooned/flashed someone? Nope
68. Cheated on a test? Yeah
69. Forgotten someone's name? Yea
70. Slept naked? No
71. Gone skinny dipping in a pool? No
73. Blacked out from drinking? Nope, dont drink
74. Played a prank on someone? Yea
75. Gone to a late night movie? Yeah
76. Made love to anything not human? Erm.. not sure, lol
77. Failed something? Yea
78. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat? Dont think so
79. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours? No
80. Cheated on a girl/boyfriend? Not physically but mentallys just as bad right?
81. Did you celebrate the 4th of July? No
82. Thrown strange objects? All the time, usually shoes
83. Felt like killing someone? Ya
84. Thought about running away? Yes, often, to Japan! Mike..??
85. Ran away? Kinda, came home shortly, wasnt missed
86. Did drugs? Im sensible
87. Had detention and not attend it? Yaha
89. Made parents cry? All the time, my blummin mother
90. Cried over someone? Why else would you cry?
91. Owned 3 pets or more? Fishies
92. Dated someone more than once? Yea, i dont think you should tho
93. Have a dog? Hate them
95. Own an instrument? Yea
96. Been in a band? Yea                                                               97. Drank 25 sodas in a day? Noo
98. Broken a cd? Nah
99. Shot a gun? Ye
100. Been online for more than 5 hours? When i was a 'james' geek!

As she swished her hair and tapped on that window she was horEfied, So then i planned a party..

Lauren__+Amy__+Jules__+Nik__+Kt__+Jessi.. Major party season..

Ok so im going to be Kurt Cobain: Cant say what for but HY!

So then i spacked out at the very thought of that Harry Potter watch.. God Bless Yoo Nikki Kemp.,.

All American Rejects on the 14th!

Good day back at school i guess, although when these mocks are up im gnna be majorly happified, Got a .B' in Maths so im kinda proud of myself for that.

Certain people drive yoo Karazy don't they: teh ppl you have to hate ..*smiles* Me! Bla [+-]

Ok so last days of the hols..

Its 2006 and you should all kno that its gona rock, its our last half year at School..

So we have to make the most of it.. Year 10s, you  have it lucky.. Lets all party and roll around the floor..*sneezes* Lifes fun when your a unpredictable, hypercondreacting, plum!

ItS nO sUrPrIsE tO mE i Am My OwN wOrSt EnEmy<-#-#-#-

A lil dedication to all you i love -{unlucky}- Kt, Tom, Jess, Julia, Nikki and Lee... Your the bestest people in the world [ x ]

..../'Four hours after a straight viewing of the ultimate O.C series 2; sitting in my pink, blue and yela spotty pjS i was a happy girl... For me, that was christmas.... Eight hours further into Oc i am just as good...

However, this day is no ecception to my fears, regrets and wonderments so in true JimineE style i shall indulge...

Why can't people be happy with what they have? Wanting what you cant have, and when you have it you don't want it anymore?

[<3']Thank you Tom for loving me

Thank you Catherine for marrying me {<,*3}

-------------------^Innocence is Strength ^-----------------

Im going to see Yellowcard... *jumps up and down hysterically*

This song seems like it works right now for me and kinda for what this journals about...

Rough Draft____

So you wrote it down
I'm supposed to care
Even though it's never there
Sorry if I'm not prepared
Is it hard to see the things you substitute
For me and all my thoughts of you
It's eating me alive to leave you

Maybe it's childish and maybe it's wrong
But so is your blank stare in lieu of this song
Maybe it's childish and maybe it's wrong
-----
Don't wanna be, don't wanna be wrong
You're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this song

I'm breathing in your skin tonight
Quiet is my loudest cry
Wouldn't wanna wake the eyes, that make me melt inside
And if it's healthier to leave you be,
May a sickness come and set me free
Kill me while I still believe that you were meant for me...

I’m finding my own words, my own little stage
My own epic drama, my own scripted page
I'll send you the rough draft, I'll seal it with tears
Maybe you'll read it and I'll reappear
From the start it was shaky and the characters rash,
A nice setting for heart ache where emotions come last
All I have deep inside, to overcome this desire
Are friendly intentions and fair-weather smiles

And I don’t wanna be, don’t wanna be wrong
You're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this song
Don't wanna be, don’t wanna be wrong
You're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this.. In lieu of this song.

Mum got married this morning, (fanx kt, nyha n nik for the support) Im happy, i love them girlies they really make life worth while and the wedding  was great now im really hyper too coz im talking to some people i thought i had lost as friends and NoTtAgE! i find that boy so fascinating, never really spoke 2 him in person but hes wonderful lol!! I no im strange, YOu know them ppl u just look at fink,, hmmm there interesting!! Anyway i realised how much i miss tom today! Tom i love you, Come home

Jim<3Bob says Bye xx

Now I lay here owing my life to a stranger
And I realize that empty words are not enough
I'm left here with the question of just
What have I to show except the promises I never kept?
I lie here shaking on this bed, under the weight of my regrets

^Thank you for that night, Whahoo

Jim went away, Bob went away, Jim came home (after a bollocks of a holiday btw) but Bob stays away....

Jim misses Bob